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Poetry
by Keith Rich
For Love

Much like you I am quiet about the day
     If only I could make this go away
     But I must for now carry on
As you I have endured much pain
I have lived within my suffering no more
I see you there as an angel in gold
     It is so hard for me to walk by
     It is hard for me to keep control
Like you I am afraid of this
     Yet I will learn to carry on
I am a virgin in this way
I can't tell right from wrong
I have lost so many a time before
     Like you I have had this pain
     Yet with you it all goes away
I see you walking away
wait for me please
This pain I see is justified
     Like you a moment in my time
     I too would have run to hide
If only I didn't understand so well
I might leave this be.


    VOiCES iN MY MiND
Another day rips away at my silence,
    tearing marks that will scar us forever,
    rearing closely as the days run together
All I want are the wings from above,
    take me away, wrap me in love
Believe in the pains of tomorrow Drift of my life,
    drowning in sorrow,
    my life begins day after tomorrow
I only ask one thing of you,
    I want you to kill this pain
Passion breaks from the silence
    Ripping away what's left of my mind,
    leaving me between day and night
All I want is to know the feeling of love
    You deny me my only escape
I believe, I am going insane
    I am losing my grip on sanity
I am not sure where my mind is
I only ask one thing of you
    I don't see how I can take this pain
Voices rip through my head again
They scream when all else is silent,
    rendering me out of control
All I wanted was an escape from pain
I move toward obsession again I am losing myself,
    within my dreams
I have lost my chance of having you,
    I only wanted to be with you
I only wanted you to kill this pain

WORDS
I sit still.
Listening to the sky.
I realize the worlds above.
I can not think of myself alone.
With all the stars in the sky.
Could I be dreaming of all of this.
NO!
The world is full of this.
I sleep in love at pease, under the deep blue sky.


    YOU
To look into your eyes.
    I see a little girl.
I wish, I want to,
    I wish I were the little boy
       that weeps in your arms.
I can see your heart.
    You have the purest soul.
I only wish one thing, that I was in your heart..


    O SWEET
I wish I could say you feel this same pain.
   What I share for.
This would be to much, to much to say for you.
   Still I walkout the door.
Look at the stars they cry for you alone tonight.
   I take time to pray for something to fill my heart.
I wish you would awake feel for you alone, feel for your own.
   I stand beside you, pass a smile, standing by.
Remember the day the sun smiles a cool summer breeze.
   It is the most I see in love of the day.
Bussy people running to and from, they don't know.
   The smell of flowres, the kiss of death.
The park of dreams, I wait there living not wanting to die.
   Trying to forget the night.


    ASHES
This love is like the sorrow I feel so great and true.
   I can never be alone as long as I have dreams of you.
It is hard to believe in me when I am in so in love with you.
   To love you, I care to adore you to my own end.
I hate what you have done, you took you away and I have no one to talk too.
   We never had our love so true I blame me for you.
I want now to die alone, why can't I be with you.


    HOLENESS
Up like people please if I please to you.
   I'm down on my knees tell me why I feel this way.
I'm left in satisfaction and I can feel your desire tell me why I feel this way?
   What is it that makes the world light up when ever your in my room.
What is this that I have become, I can't explain what causes love between us.
   I see the light, I pick the flowers and I wish it to do from here.
I'll call it love the way my heart jumps in my chest .
   I wish I knew before how the world could be .
A much better place , I knew before how the world could be this
    much better place I know the world and it is love.
When you are here and this love is the only I ever knew.
    But you are not heer and I hang around
I am left with my final thoughts as all gos black
    The rope has helped me leave this life before you came back


   "We Die"

Man Unkind is such a fucking mess
   When he see's something new, he falls to his knees
You run away from eternity, hoping God forgives
   There is no hope to get what man needs
Do you realize, what a end of life means,
   worry free for an eternity, love a mere mortal end
While you drift away so peacefully,
   think common criminals teach Christian end of life.
Let's hope these men are right for you.
   The only thing that makes reality, is death
Welcome to the grave, this is security
   There is no other penetration into the world beyond,
lose all self control and drift with the dead
   You are but a stranger, to true reality
Tell me if you know so much, who's god is who's?
   You lose track of truth in your insecurity
There are a million things re-lived when you die
   If you must still rely on idol talk
Believe the words, which my lips speak
   Death is an ending to what is true hell
Not an escape from here, but to reality
   This is why your god can't tell you why man unkind must die


   "Daylight Hour" (Excepting Reality)

Of all I ever wanted to believe
   of all I ever need,
   of all I've ever seen

If you didn't lead me on,
   where the fuck are you?
   I thought you were all I ever needed

I thought I filled your needs,
   but these are only words
   I hate so fucking much inside,

look at me
   molded by your hands
   Jesus could never had coped this well

Im lost in pain, Im baptized in blood
   Murder in my mind, Cometh in pain
   The misery is strong, it is what I live for

Before I must die,
   My life is wasted
   dreaming of you

I live in hatred
   In who's name,
   I see no one else

I deserve this pain, darkness folds my soul
   I have begun to learn to live,
   without a goodness in my heart

I look out into the world
   I think I lost my mind,
   I regret

I know exactly who I am now
   A harvester of pain,
   only child of sorrow

Do you see it within my heart?
   My blackened soul,
   I give you pain

It is what I live for,
   my life has been wasted
   Dreaming of you

Do I have a soul
   Look into my eyes, see my pain
   Then get the fuck out!


   "Sick Of It All"

I am only a man ... I am down on my knees
I have lost myself ... Within my disease
I throw my fists against the wall
I am sick of it all! I am sick of it all!

I believe not ... what is said or done
I'd like one chance ... to throw it all away
I throw my head against the wall!
I am sick of it all! I am sick of it all!

I'd like a chance to indulge myself
   in something that makes this better
If I could find something,
   I could be someone
Blocked by someone, I cannot see!
   They make it all the same for me!
Now that all is said and done
   I have made it no where

Convenience ... it is what it is
I've lost again ... this is my disease
I throw myself into the fire
I am sick of it all! I am sick of it all!

My sanity ... is not what it seems
I want a chance ... to change these things
I smash my fists, into the glass
I am sick of it all! I am sick of it all!

And what is it to change so much,
   so I may feel better?
I'd like an answer to my question please!
My arm is outstretched,
   my hand open to you
Now that all is said and done,
   Im still bound and gagged
I start to believe it's done
   and in the end, I am still no one


"May I Sleep Forever"


It's too dark, let me sleep
I stand apart from reality
I've heard God, I ignored his plea
Time crawls around in priceless wonder
Feelings shade about on darkened faces
Ancient screams rip through a vacant mind
Voices pound inside a empty skull
Crying in pain, pulled to a shore
Drug around in agony, hook in my mouth
Useless obsession desecrate by depression
How may I still, I turned soured
It is dark, let go of reality
I move like a slug about the earth
Plastic Barbie dolls move to their jobs
Deliverance from hell and Christian suicide
Screaming commands, reek havoc on me
Controlled by strings, I rattle away
Ignored and deprived I fight alone
I have no choice it is time for the end
I look in a mirror, barrel in mouth


"Lust Of Man"


It is a wonderful place in the world today
    and it is nice to know that someone cares
    and it is sweet and kind when it comes to mind,
      that it is so lovely that we are together

(Woman)

Pain and misery, handed out by me
You are my mortal slave, insanity I crave

(Man)

Together again and again
You know that I'd love to, but I am not sure

(Machine)

The killing time is here
I don't understand mortal fear
Go back to your lives in a way that is work and work
With nothing ever to show
you will live in self built hells
Destroying your inner-self
A vision of truth may breakdown the walls
Yet it matter not, unless you do it yourself
loosing a game you wouldn't fight


"Looking ahead"

When I look into my heart
I see all those things
I never wanted to become
All my life such pain
and I looked for it
But 'till now it never happened
I don't know
What my world holds
Wrapped with in my consienceness
All I do know
Is what I want and need
I need you and I want you
You might even put
Wrapp in the words
I am afraid to say
I love you


"Today Again"

As the feelings subside
let the pain begin
Let the sea's be calm
let my life begin
Would you believe, it happened again today
I sat and watched as the world began it's day
I listened to birds song and children at play
it's hard to realize this isn't another day
People happy, this I only wish I knew
Boredom groping, within my silent bowels
I kiss and tell as if it really happened now
But still, I sit alone
I never know just why


"Begging"


A secret dream within my soul
I see perfection, I lose control
Have you ever had a single night,
long and hard dreamed up for you?
Have you ever been with someone,
who has for so long, only wanted you?
I once looked into your eyes.
This led to my favorite dreams,
these precious dreams of only you
I only wish that they would all come true
I know that you never feel the same way,
but could you chance a moment or two?
You know little of how I feel
I tell you only a little about my love
Lust builds a fire inside,
I don't know why
I don't know how,
but I know that it is there
If ever there were a way that we could be together
I know just what would make it better
If I knew why I felt this way,
I would have an idea of what to call this thing
And if I knew what to call what I feel inside,
I would have told you long ago
But now emptiness grows within my heart,
and I beg you to give me a chance
Only one night of lust, is all that I ask
to satisfy my burning desires


"Dreams All True"

I want a nights dream
without Nightmares!
I want a mid-summers day
without Darkness!
I want to say, I lived a life of
total Complete!
But who the fuck am I,
to say anything at all
What the fuck do I think,
that I have a choice in life
What else do I "Live" for
if not only to die
Im caught within the past,
trapped by memories of yesterday
I've been lost far too long,
to try and find my way now
Im History! I Believe!,
lost within a memory of life's expectancies
Questioning if it's, right or wrong!
I want only to fall to the floor,
without another broken heart
I want to live amongst daylight dreams, a living memory
without any of the bullshit that brings me fuckin down
My wrists spill my life into puddles on the ground
I sleep into tomorrow, dreams all true


"Voices In My Mind"

Another day rips away at my silence, tearing marks
that will scar us forever, rearing closely as the days
run together All I want are the wings from above,
take me away, wrap me in love
Believe in the pains of tomorrow Drift of my life,
drowning in sorrow, my life begins day after
tomorrow
I only ask one thing of you,
I want you to kill this pain
Passion breaks from the silence Ripping away what's
left of my mind, leaving me between day and night
All I want is to know the feeling of love
You deny me my only escape
I believe, I am going insane
I am losing my grip on sanity
I am not sure where my mind is
I only ask one thing of you
I don't see how I can take this pain
Voices rip through my head again They scream
when all else is silent, rendering me out of control
All I wanted was an escape from pain
I move toward obsession again I am losing myself,
within my dreams
I have lost my chance of having you, I only wanted
to be with you
I only wanted you to kill this pain


"Come Over Tonight"

I sit alone
Im crying to myself
There must be someone
that could help pass the time
I believe not
these lies I am told
Something is wrong with me
within my mind
Im alone now
come over if you please
You have filled my heart,
now please warm my bed
Not to fuck
but to simply be here with me
Something is wrong with me,
within my soul
Come on down,
I am so very alone
Only with you
can I be myself
I am sick of regretting,
all the things I can't say


"I Dream't Love"

Reality's a dream
between you an I
only a reality
Don't cry darling
Im right here,
right by your side
Would you believe
if I told you,
and said it was true
I know why now you love me
and I love you
Hold me closer
I hold you
hand in hand
possibly forever
Lend me your ears
I'll play you a tune
A song about I love you
The morning approaches
I open my eyes
I roll over to you
Reality was a dream
The bed was cold
I lay still alone


"Truth Of Life"

I sympathize ...
with what I should not I submit ...
to what I see
I let memories ...
soak into my brain
I can tell you ...
what I see, when you close your eyes
If real life was a picture of art,
it would be a black speckon the Greatwall
Maybe like a smashed fly,
hanging only for nature's showing
There is nothing real to admire,
only the black void,
when you close your eyes
We are from different worlds
I allow myself to see this truth
We hide in a blind hell
When someone's suffering has finally ended,
the rest of us will keep on walking


"Started???"


The experiance of perfection
Radiate from your eyes
As I pass to you myself
To take as sacrifice
Mine heart feals alone
My body feals cold
You have left me diing
In with the deads of man
I only wanted a single night
I needed only this
Yet you took more than that
You took my lifes blood
Now I cry alone screaming out
Pain of lifes ends
I have nothing more for you
Yet you take it all
I am diing inside of hate
There you have taken too
My mind is weak of dreams
You are all thats left



"Travel to the sea"
Warmth of heart a slight of mind
The natural chalenge is left behind
My soul streams to an old oak growing
He has been hear longer than I
I ask of him the answers of life
He lookes and smiles in the breaze
I ask him what names of love have he
The names brought by the breaze
He smiles and waves his leaves
The cool breaze and warm day
I look to the old oak for answers
He has nothing to say
I ask of him more than I should
I know he has nothing to say
I sit with him and enjoy life
I sit under my silent friend
I look to the west and listen
My friend the wind is calling
My friend has brought to me change
The wind has lost for life
My friend yet calls but not for me
To me today he has nothing to say
I look to the lieing river flows
It to has been hear befor me
I ask it of my questions
yet it to tells me not
I tell you now that nature though is bold
No answers dose it hold
I walk to the shores of a sea
No questions do I ask hear for with me
I look to the sea and speak out
I give him the answers to life and all
He looks to me and askes one thing
why do all who see me tell me these things
I look to my heart for the answers to him
I know why all who aproach him say this
For all that must look for the answers
In their travels to the sea
With in they questioneers own mind
During the travel the answer he dose find.


"And Where"
My Heart My Mind My Rists
bleed for you
My Soul My Life My Love
I give to you
My Pain My Passion My Hands
reach for you
My Tears My Screams My Everything
I give to you
I have given Everything
I have taken Null
My Ears are ringing in misery
You are my everything
I lay my head
I close my eyes
I see you standing there
I feel you're heart
I dream of you
But you are never there for me
My Tears My Laughs My dreams
are all of you
My Feelings My Happiness My Life
I give to you
But you are never there for me


"Keep It"
If I opened my chest
I could hand you my heart
Would you believe me
Could you control me
Would you still smile
when I've given you my heart
You were my soul
You took it as yours to keep
With all of your wit
You made me give you my heart
I've always remembered
the nights we walked hand in hand
Your eyes, your smile
keep what is yours, you hold my heart
I could never let you go
if I had the chance again
I still haven't filled
your place in my mind


"Late"
I would have loved to meet you
in another way
Even though you told me
it wouldn't be like this again
So now it comes to the hardest part
to just say no
Where were you so long ago
when I was so alone before
Why is it you always show up
when I need not your love
Still you hold a place in my heart
I can't believe it is you again
This is as always the wrong time
My eyes still watch you
from across the room in awe
I am happy where I am
but your smile takes me back
The thought of your luscious lips
bring me to a cold sweat
Drinking more and sweating blood
I miss you so much
Still, you hold a place in my heart
I want you even if it is only lust
For you alone I will face
the consequences of my sins


"Happy Every Day"
The people in this wicked time
They walk far away from reality
The whole world turns it's head
As this violence catches on
On and On we tread in life
In hatred and ever burning fear
We should learn to accept the fact
that we are born to die
Hear my words, We are Mortal man
Destroying all that is in our way
Burning forests to the ground
Poisoned water in our wake
No amount of suffering cast
has ever changed our ways
What lies before us looks grim
When will we see the break of day
I have done nothing to deserve this
this, world for which I may live
Within the haze all hope is lost
the masses hear not my cry
If only there were a better way.
A better way to change this misery


"The Whole"
You may never have another chance
to prove you are right or wrong
Open your mouth and speak
Let your thoughts be heard
Express your beliefs now
your right may disappear
It is your only chance to live
Your only chance at life
Like of every drop of water
let there be rain
Landing on the ground
trying to escape
Soon to be rounded up
in a river or underground
You will never have another chance
to make another choice,
for water may only move where it is made to
Imagine, being like one,
like this without any form or identity
With no one else to blame
But you

"Myself Contentment"
Silence ...
a closeness to my heart
Nearest ...
to heaven as I've ever been
Shadows ...
Cast out from my feet
They stretch across the floor
they rest at the plaster on the wall
I am blind ...
to the wickedness of the day light world
that surrounds my loneliness
I can't feel ok ...
unless I feal this way
Myself ...
within, I can call for contentment
I drown my laughter in a bottle of sorrow
I kick myself, when I get too high


"Call to Chthulu"
Standing up for fear
back against the wall
What is it I give to you
that blackens my soul?
From atop the mountain
I scream in pain
Why is it I give
Yet never do I recieve
The fires of hell blaze
The sands shift in a desert near the sea
My mind goe blank
My life burns cold
Fist rise in furry
retaliating against unseen forces
How else could I
I would had never understood
From atop the mountain
I fall to my knees
When will this end
I could see my minds eye
Screaming winds calmed
The sands shifted in a desert by a sea
The ancient ones slept
They spared my mind
I arose a man
lost of all innocence


"Gray Haze"
Gray haze
it fills the air
People dying
does no one care?
Slipping softly
away from life
On your back
staring at the sky
Your need for wars
has got you here
Nothing much more
than puppets on a string



"Dance"
The walls they drip their colors
in puddles on the ground
I onlywish I knew who it is
that stands in front of my view
This page that crawls under my pen
scratching words only I understand
I have locked in the key to my prison walls
so far away I cannot find
I move within the living lights
smooth in circles it's feelings I keep
I notice not the evil bad things
that try to break me into pain
Even for, ever and once, my mind is open clear
as true a feelings as ever once was
My eyes let off a single tear falling
swimming a decent to the floor
Im happy among the colors, sway circling
hoping, feeling forever


"The Loser"
Twentyone and alone
Life goes on without me
Everything I thought I knew
is hazy or is wrong
Coffee and Cigarettes keep me alive
What else can I do?
Im cold trying to stay warm
Struggling without a clue
Yearning for human touch
The angle taking me above
I don't know if I am wrong or right
Can't decide if I want to live this life
Broken down like an old machine
left to rust away
When will this ever end?
Or will it ever change?
Why are all the people fake?
What do they have to hide?
Crying rivers of blood again
Carrying on is hard to do
Maimed and hurt beyond repair
What is it that makes me this way?
What makes you better than me?
I only try to be myself
Give me the answer or sell me the key
Tell me how to end this misery


"Bad Blue and Beaten"
I have made it back into your arms again
Bad Blue and Beaten, I haven't another chance
Expressions of disorder cause friction burns
Where is my reality?, I don't understand
Please just tell me what you want from me
Climbing down a ladder of broken bones
Decent into a puss filled pit of no escape
Who else could feed me lies as well as you?
I have chosen this life
What is it you say, when I turn my back?
Released to be one with societies rules
Made to fit in with a planned out life
They call out my number through the lines
Bad Blue and Beaten, I haven't another chance
The sun plays around on a rainy day
I want to believe you, but you make no sense
I can't admit it, that all you say are lies
Razor burns on my face and back
Reality is that life always hurts this bad
I am stuck in my hole, with no escape
Bad Blue and Beaten, I have made no choice
I only write these words to thank you
for the man that you have made me


"H"
Sometimes I feel like I'll never change and
they will have a blood feast on my soul when I die
But who's to say if I am right or wrong
I live from day to day, and will find out
when I am done
Happiness courses throughout my veins
Vivid colors pierce my brain
Im a little crazed, but I am always me
not quite fake enough to fit in
Aggression spoiled in satire
I am not worth being heard
Without my happiness
in my brain


"Pay Up"
Is this how I must pay?
Is this all I have to give?
Is it true that I must die?
Is this all that I must do?
Is this persecution for my sins
or is there something more I must give?


"Mother's Wing"
Personal Hell,
Breaking Silence
Am I the only creature of the night?
Life disperses into the darkness
Shaded from the Sun
More than anyone could understand
Under mother's wing is only where
I feel safe from persecution
All of life is sin
Full of hate
Resurrection of the stench of feces
Black heart
Beating in my chest
I should die
Persecution for my sins
I only wish I was
under mother's wing


"Sterile Stench"
What you see now is
my reality.
Close your eyes, prepare...
for my reality.
In his likeness...
god created...man.
I'm a man
so I must kill without regret.
Who is god?
If we are they of thee.
This personal hell is killing me.
What have I become?!
Thoughts of madness...
ripping in throughout my brain.
I can't sleep now..
because I'm insane.
Peering through a window...
every drop of rain.
Trapped by itself...
falling from the sky.
Decent to oblivion...
time rips by.
Transitional, darkness....
as it flattens to the ground.
Look at a mirror of me.
Bars keep me padded in.
All I am is a
living example.
All I am now;
is pain.
All I see now;
is my reality.


"Yes I Do!"
I'm a loser deep within.
Lost inside my heart and head.
I've nothing to give or gain.
I'm lost inside again.
Perhaps this is not reality.
Giving not but my queer mind.
I've lost from happiness within.
Im lost from life and love.
I'm stuck in a rut of conscious vomit.
I will never amount to much.
Vomit rolls from my bedroom pillow...
who am I in love with now.
I can never mean or say what is within.
I hate myself for everything.
I have nothing serious to give.
So my words are twisted from love.
The reason for all I do...
I just can no longer live with me
I HATE!!
What I am!
Look at me you see pain.
I'm a loser through and through.
When I see what I want or love.
I choke to words that ramble.
So long I've wanted to say out loud...
what I feel inside.
I hate!!
What I do!
I know what is inside to see.
I hide it behind my soul.
This always seems to kill...
how I feel about me.
If you don't think I want you.
Look deep inside my soul!
I can't tell you what I feel...
the loser with no control.
If you can't see I love you!
Let me say, Yes I do.
Everything seems better now.
I've said what I feel.
Now I look toward your eyes.
Rejection again, I'm damned!
losers never exceed.
Nothing more than pain.


"Take You Away"
Preputial suicide
long, slow and hard.
I feel myself
love, life, my everything.
If you knew who I was.
I could tell you what I have become.
My time for life was here.
I'm on now leaving only a shell.
I've done all there is to do,
to stop my minds escape.
Don't think of things within.
I've nothing left even there.
Oh so bad pain kills within your soul.
It's appetite loses control.
I look toward the sky,
laying on a concrete bed.
Alcohol is spitting out through my nose.
I can see the world spin by.
When everything starts going my way,
I lose control of reality.
My mind seems to escape,
from where I try to hold it.
Time it fades around my mind;
torment from my pleas!
Like "Bright lights, big city",
I let these soldiers within.
The time is now!
To change my ways.
It is just so hard for me...
for me to admit this reality.
I don't know who stands
within my aching shell!
I reflect on reality...
yet it ripples away.
I'm lost between here and a dream.
Tell me can you here my screams?
I only want good things from you...
only you to fill the night.
Take you away with me...
I want to take you away.
I wish you were here right now.
I'd give you all I have to give.


"Wanting"
I can't understand my heart
I won't feel inside my mind
I want to say something I've never said
But I've spoke every word I've ever known
We sit alone for days and years
trying to change our past
But life carries on
with rivers of tears
Breathe in deep
and sigh in loneliness
I can't learn to sin
My heart beats within my chest
My skin lays around me for now
There is nothing more to say
no more words will I speak
Pain strangles my closed mind
I am of the weak and missed
Calling out for the noise
I am trapped within myself
for now I must be alive
But what is next?
It must be the only thing left
Only when I see the end
I could set myself free
I raise my fists in spite
I set words to life


Drift Away
Look at me I'm standing here.
I like the things you say.
I wouldn't break immortal truth...
to ever turn you away.
I've joined inside myself.
I've bled my mind.
What are all these people
staring at around me.
I must be joined,
whether it's good or not.
I must spill my soul.
I must lose control.
I lose my head...
in endless torment.
I've lost everything,
I've ever dreamed.
Where is what
was going on outside?
I don't want to go.
Let me sleep.
My mind is lost to think...
I once loved you.


Fucked Up
Who the fuck are you staring at
What the hell do you expect of me
My violent fucking tendencies
Have made me want to kill
There's nothing wrong with me
It's all inside of you
Who the fuck do you think you are
I know damn hell your full of shit
I only closed my eyes
I breed on endangered fear
Where the fuck is reality
Leave me the hell alone
Move the fuck on
I only see with my eyes
Your right in my fucking way
Go, go, go, go with the flow
Move the fuck on still
Passing a life of hell
Raping violence, fuck in hate
fuck off and spit your wad
Your not the only one
Dancing with your dick in your hand
Stroking faster as she eats pussy
Your reality is fucked
I hate pain
I deliver fucking wisdom
Hand on me
Fucked up sessions of reality
So who the fuck are you
Yah, man I see you smile
Violence turns you on
Pull me down with you
Your fucked up


I Wish I Knew
There's something in my head...
lovely words that I never said.
I hold you close in the darkness...
dreaming alone in my lonely bed.
These the dreams you'll ever know...
only watch as my heart beats cold.
I never knew who was talking to you...
so could never say exactly how I felt
I NEVER KNEW!!
You see me smile from across the room...
my dreams I only wish you could see.
I never knew who lives here with me...
I never knew this love could come.
These things I never seem to say...
would let a ton of burden from me.
My soul grows darker, loneliness grows...
I wish I had told you sooner things.
I NEVER KNEW!
I've been through my days of pain...
I know the answers far to late.
I know what I've seen inside...
a reflection hidden away.
Now that these dreams of you...
these come back to many times.
This is all the reason for pain, I know it true...
I know I love you.
I NEVER KNEW!